Awake at 0430...That's not unusual, but I am a little worried about today. Today is the first day of chemo. I cheated last night and had a shower which I was not supposed to do...Had a porta cath put in on Monday but was not supposed to get it wet, but couldn't stand the tape any longer. All I could do was itch. When I took it off my skin was very red.
Anyhow, as much as I have read and looked up on the internet, I am uncertain exactly what is going to happen today. It'll probably be okay...just nerves.
Wish I had enough money to get my phone turned back on. If only the disability checks would come in the mail...that would help so much.
0827...and to top it off, my hand, arm, and shoulder are swollen...
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